Awful. Just awful. The wedding is in 6 days. I’m huge. I’m fat. I’m worthless. I look horrible in the dress I have. I need to go shopping for another dress so I don’t die of gross.
This is my best friend’s wedding and all I can think about is how huge I am and how ridiculous I’m going to look officiating it. I have to be in so many fucking photos. I really can’t stand myself right now.
I’m having a bad, bad day.
Sorry for the rant and the negative talk.